the mind shoppe

2007-07-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

alrighty i wont be posting here anymore, will be posting at my lj instead. just click here. i unlocked it!

in the middle of the night

2007-06-30T00:21:00.000+08:00

oh dear im still up, just can't get to sleep. must be the effects of the margaritas working reversely on me... how odd.today just got reminded by something so simple in the shower and my mood was lifted. (yes, i get all kinds of funny thoughts, inspiration and stuff in the shower) things are so transient in the nature. they could have mattered alot to you a month ago and mean nothing to you now.

elation!

2007-06-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

i passed my driving test yesterday! on first attempt!you people will see me on the roads sooon ;)

law camp

2007-06-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

alrighty i'm back from law camp and it was fun... on hindsight. haha nonetheless i met a great bunch of people ;) this week has been pretty memorable because i dont remember myself being so pathetic before.on saturday, we went midnight cycling which was really very very fun and hazardous. we cut across 3 lanes, cycled on highways and stuff. at the end of everything, when we looked back we

random

2007-06-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

i cant stand the state of messiness in my room but i have no idea where to start tidying from >:\ my drawers everywhere are all bursting with things ahhhh.. need to start somewhere somehow before i go for the ummm l/aw camp next week.OH SHUCKS i just forgot to watch the repeat of my tv show AS;LKFJA;DKLFJA

emerge 2007

2007-06-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

what can i say. the 4 days have been really tremendous. 4 days of receiving from Him, revelation after revelation, 4 days of being in His tangible presence and of course, how can i forget the ultimate test of our endurance and faith - 4 days of queueing!i have been in church for a rather long time, come this september, it'll be 4 years. sometimes i grow weary of the things i'm doing, sometimes i

random

2007-05-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

garrrghh i realised i forgot to buy the grade 1 scales book for my student and her class is at 9ish am tomorrow!! oh dear so i digged out all my piano books hoping i will find my copy but couldnt find :\ saw manuscript paper and wanted to write it out manually already until i realise i have this SCALES MANUAL that has EVERY AD;FLAKF;S SCALE IN THE WORLD sitting on my piano now. -slaps forehead-

life

2007-05-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

these days my life revolves around only a few things, namely driving, sleeping and working. in the morning, when i wake up i get ready and leave for driving, after which im usually tired so i will come home and take a nap. after nap, i will go out and give tuition/piano lessons. that's about it lol.how mundane. i need a getaway very very soon. im going to try to earn slightly more money so that i

ecstatic!

2007-05-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

oh dear i think i shant take any afternoon naps anymore because like now, im wide awake and there's nothing for me to do. im VERYY BOREDDD.anyway the letter came in yesterday, i was very very relieved. oh wait, that's quite an understatement, i was simply ecstatic! (my family too.. they were even more excited than me LOL) i can finally stop worrying about uni admissions :) praise God!and at home,

employed!

2007-05-03T17:52:00.000+08:00

yey i have just gotten a job! as a part-time piano teacher hahaha oh my, the kids are gonna call me miss foo :O anyway the place looks quite nice, hopefully everything will be alright and i can work there for a long period of time ;)

rj happy times

2007-05-02T01:14:00.000+08:00

came across this pic when i was just looking through my folders. reminded me of the few moments when we were very happy in rj.

great friends

2007-04-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

oookay im going to post pictures first:we finally met up after 10293483904813 years and i have to say, these are the people whom i can be really comfortable with :) we only spent the entire night talking and laughing over nice food and ice-cream but we had so much fun. after the law written test this morning we too succumbed and stopped over at redhill market to eat breakfast heheheh, after which

im a bummer

2007-04-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

im now unemployed. haha i ended my job last week and have been bumming around ever since. i want to work but i want interesting jobs, just tired of boring office admin stuff. oh well, shall see how?here are just some bits and pieces of my random thoughts over the past few days:have i said how much i missed school? went past rj today and i wished i was hanging around the school canteen drinking

benny hinn weekend

2007-04-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

the past three days have been tremendous! served in the choir for pst benny hinn's services and i was truly truly blessed. the services we had were simply amazing, the presence of God was so strong and tangible everyone was falling under the power of God. what a sight, haha! and its really quite an experience ;) i possibly had one of my best encounters with God! now im suffering some aftereffects

update

2007-04-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

there are so many thoughts and feelings that are coming and i have no idea how to organise it. there seems to be some order to all this; i seem to know where it's all coming from.there's an odd sense of familiarity.oh dear i think i know, but this time round i have to look away and press on, i cant risk losing all that i've gained over the past few months.other than that weird thing, today i had

meme

2007-04-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.1. I wash my hands with soap many many times when I'm out, just cant stand them being dirty. I like the office hand soap @ my office and

update

2007-04-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

update update. this week had a fair share of ups and downs. i started off this week quite badly. firstly i got transferred to a new department which has a pretty hostile environment. the air is stale there, the people are not very friendly, i dont get much work and it made me missed my previous department so badly. the only thing redeeming about my current place is my boss actually, because she

tmnt!

2007-03-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

-yawns- it has been a rather long day. i had such a horrible morning today. everything that could go wrong went wrong, and i ended being really late for work. in the morning i received an email that told me im going to get transferred to another department, and i have mixed feelings about that. for one, im getting comfy with where i am now, im getting along quite well with some people, and in my

the time has come

2007-03-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

i passed my basic theory test lol. yes it's really quite easy 'cos half of the qns you can answer with just some common sense. but the girl beside me failed though :O okay now i just have to get my pdl then i can start driving lessons. OOH YEAH i can't wait.and tomorrow i will be back to work. i think i will have to spend almost the entire day at some IT training for some special programme :\ 2

blisters :(

2007-03-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

i just found out that those little tealight candles can wax shoes pretty well, better than those stick candles. ahh i should have waxed my shoes before wearing them today then i wouldnt have all this blisters. why why why is it that shoes that look nice are always not comfy? :(anyway haha i'm really not doing anything at work. i finished a book last week, and i think i'm going to finish the book

self-reminders

2007-03-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

Eccl 3:1To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under Heaven.Phil 3:14I press toward the goal of the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesusself-reminder: all it takes is some perserverence, patience and faith.meanwhile everything has been good :)

2007-03-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

whee it has been a week at my new workplace, which is really slack (for now) btw. for the whole of today, the only work i did was to go collect the stationery i req for my boss downstairs, print some correspondence and book the company car for her. LOL the rest of the day was spent reading. speaking about that, i need to get interesting books. (tian lend me your traveller's wife!) now i read

new job!

2007-03-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

today the first day at my new workplace! lol look at my workstation, almost everything has my name tagged onto it. it makes you feel very welcomed haha. most of the stuff there are very cool, like the phone, we can just type the person's name, select then dial.for the entire day i just had induction LOL, so that means i had briefings for almost the entire day. the remaining 2 hrs was spent

back on track

2007-02-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

whee hee what a long and busy week :) i thought this week felt awfully long because of the cny break but it has been rather exciting and fruitful. if you are observant or someone who bothers to care, you would have noticed that i am rather happy these days. sometimes my mood is soooo good it surprises me, which is a really good thing.after i started serving again, it seems that there was a

tv

2007-02-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

lol since i sound so dumb on this blog anyway, so just want to say i looove this show!

cny

2007-02-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

it's 2am and i cant sleep now, i seem to be getting back to my sleeping pattern in december. anyway i went to watch men tu (protege) with my parents just now. i had nothing to do so i just tagged along. when i went with my dad to collect the tickets, the person wanted to check my ic zz but i conveniently left it at home. it's my habit not to bring anything when im out with my parents and really

whee holiday

2007-02-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

yay im nearing the last day of my work! tomorrow is gonna pass very quickly i hope, friday my company declared a holiday, then it's cny. and i only gotta work for a week after cny and i can say goodbye to mundane working life :) no more squeezy mrt rides in the morning yey.

update

2007-02-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

i had a tremendous week, was busy with cell band pracs in preparation for the event on last saturday. and this was my first time playing the keyboard alone so i was quite freaked out, afraid that i'll lose control or something and screw up. was really quite nervous and unsure of some stuff cos we didnt have alot pracs also but praise God, everything turned out so well.at the end of the sharing we

breaking through

2007-01-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

it's the weekends again! just 4 more weekends and i'll be done with my job, looking forward to flexible time schedule, freedom, watching tv when i want to and spending more time to actually do what i want. anyway i'm going to work next time anyway, and it's going to be a really long time i really dont have to put myself through this now. i can suffer next time! the waking up part is horrible, and

is it so hard to be happy?

2007-01-27T12:25:00.000+08:00

LOL i gave tuition to this p6 boy yesterday! it was okay and i actually quite like it. he probably didnt like me 'cos i asked him to do compre HAHA. anyway when we ended at 9 i asked him whether he's going to watch tv. he said yes hahaha. omg i so know it lah.pri sch kids these days practically have tuition everyday. i dont remember myself having so much tuition last time, the parents are so..

emooo

2007-01-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish i could be more selfless and ask for nothing in return when i give. i dont like to think 'hey why dont they do this for me too' in my head, it makes me feel all so calculative, complicated and scheming. maybe it's just a need for a little assurance, or maybe i am just tired.i think next week's gonna be busy but it's good. being busy is a good thing.The endless road without a stop

mc!

2007-01-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

LOL i just have to say i took mc from work today! i did not pon, i am genuinely sick okay. i actually made my way to novena to take mrt but i just sat there deciding whether i should really go for work. then i just 'AIYA GO HOME LA' zz so i went to see doctor, came home and slept all the way. hahaha great feeling.okay now im going to sleep and be back to work tomorrow!

unnoticed, hopes dashed

2007-01-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

im falling sick :( today i felt so terrible during lunch i wanted to leave work so badly but i didnt want to be so troublesome. at 3 or 4 the headache got worse and my throat was feeling very uncomfortable. it was so bad i couldnt take it i went to the toilet to puke :\ but somehow after that i felt better how weird but anyway i preservered till 5.35pm lol.i always have these random bad headaches

template change

2007-01-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

life is so monotonous these days and this place is dead forsaken lol. anyway changed the layout to something else, though nothing more exciting but whatever, just changing it eased my eyes.work has been hmm, okay and it's less tiring these days because there are less customers. so i can afford to do work in a normal pace and slack around like yesterday, i was falling asleep at my desk zz.okayyy i

you scream i scream

2007-01-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

i just have to say im 'addicted' to rum and raisin ice-cream for now. was pretty much in a very good mood for the whole of today so i bought myself ice-cream AHA. work was okay, there were quite some time to slack and the new temp's nice. but i still cant wait for time to pass quickly.there are some time in my life i wish to fastforward (like now), some i wish to rewind and replay, and some i

weekends!

2007-01-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

woah all i want to do during weekends is to bum around and rest at home because working is so tiring :( friday i went to work feeling so zombified but after work HAHA i still had energy to go shopping.yar and now they have really good bargains everywhere (okay i mean the places we usually frequent LOL). i think we would have spent alot alot if we brought cash, we forgo buying some because they

work

2007-01-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

work has been alright i think.. IF i don't make any mistakes. i always feel damn affected when i do but it's quite hard not to when there's so much to do zz. anyway i feel quite fake sometimes, because i realise i can be quite manipulative in handling people. when i spot an error, i make myself sound very uncertain of it, and if i wanna tell them i will phrase them all up in a question. and i

RANT RANT RANT

2007-01-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO today at work i got maligned for losing some important document. i didnt even handle that redemption but somehow SOMEONE wrote my name there HUH. everyone looked at me and kept asking where did i go, where did i put my things, what did i do. i was really DAMN ANGRY ASDFKLJDSLFKASJFLAKSJ. helloo i do things damn careful one can. in the end they found out that someone took it out to the

tired :(

2007-01-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

woah im tired. yesterday i worked my first hour of ot! i forsee many more hours of ot to come next week. anyway, im quite alright with this job, tiring yes but not soo boring. time passes quite quickly (sometimes) and i think it's good to be kept busy?really couldnt wake up early this morning for my music class :S after the class i went to joce's place for prayer meeting and fellowship (which was

First day of work

2007-01-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

Omg my work is damn tiring! Out of about 8 hours, I only got to sit down for 1.5-2 hours. The rest of the time were spent walking in and out or walking to and fro. Today was really busy, I worked 3 hours non-stop before I get a break and some customers are damn kp zzz. But not bad ler, quite fun and i felt quite useful lol.We were so busy that everyone in the department got down to help, but it

boring sharon goes out to play.

2007-01-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

I totally stoned at home for the entire morning :\ At 2 plus or so I couldnt take it so I decided to go take the bike and go cycling LOL. Took my brother's bike out for the first time ever. The other time I asked my dad to pump it, he pumped and took it out to cycle with my mom zz. Yeah but anyway, the bike's really heavy so quite tiring, esp. on the way home. All slopes huhhh :SSo I cycled to

hello 2007

2007-01-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

What a delayed post lol. Anyway, I spent the last bit of 2006 at the singapore river waiting for the fireworks display with my parents. The waiting part was horrible, I almost fell asleep standing up. We took out everything that could entertain us, I fished out my ipod, my dad took out his o2 and played solitaire lol. I kidnapped it sometimes and I kept asking him to download more games, you know

Random

2006-12-30T16:05:00.000+08:00

Birthday gift from bro! Woah I was greeted by this bag when I came home and was totally stunned lol. Shall keep it for now, and use it sometime next year :)ONE LARGE TIN OF YANYAN! I wanted to buy it then my mom had this very bemused expression, she thinks these kinda food are for kids. WHERE GOT.Nothing exciting these days, I was reading something last night then I fell asleep flat on the bed,

18th birthday!

2006-12-28T00:40:00.000+08:00

helloo you two thanks for the company, cake and pressie :D oh and jill, it's okay. really no need to go out with me and celebrate again. you can buy me another present if you feel apologetic :p haha that's like exploitation.oh and thanks to all who remembered :)hmm now im 18. that's fast :\

greetings

2006-12-25T17:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL. MERRY CHRISTMAS LOL. this picture is like how apt, i think i can print it out and send as christmas cards HAHA. we took this at the church carnival hahaha damn funny. oh and i didnt know the carnival had bumper cars, i want to play but the queue was sooo long. more pictures below LOL peiyuan and i. just met her today and i feel quite good friends with her already. hit it off quite

and now

2006-12-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

after all the fun, all the work, im settled down here drinking baileys, staring into the computer screen, listening to corrine may, thinking:what are you going to do?what are you going to do? well i still have no idea.

xmas eve

2006-12-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

today was quite fun. okay i started the day off making truffles and fudge for them and i hope it was really nice. but i think there's sugar overload, argh stupid me made this mistake again. -slaps forehead-then later in the afternoon we went marketing LOL and made pasta which was really good. wah but today i feel like some housewife, cos of all those cooking/baking and cleaning up. oh just now i

huh?

2006-12-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

it's funny how when i make an effort to try to change things, it just dont work out. i was quite upset over what happened in the afternoon today. huh i really put in alot of effort one yar. i wasn't expecting anything in return but really it was abit too much. firstly, someone conveyed the wrong msg to me and i really have no idea why. and i took a cab all the way down only to be asked to go home

corrine may - journey

2006-12-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

It's a long long journeyTill I know where I'm supposed to beIt's a long long journeyAnd I don't know if I can believeWhen shadows fall and block my eyesI am lost and know that I must hideIt's a long long journeyTill I find my way home to youMany days I've spentDrifting on through empty shoresWondering what's my purposeWondering how to make me strongI know I will falterI know I will cryI know

lalala

2006-12-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

ADFAFDAFL;JKAFL;ADSKJFA why am i always conned by taxi driver >:( yesterday i took a cab and i was still late for 10 mins because he took a turn at this small little lane which was obviously very packed. so when i left that small little lane the cab fare was already 4 dollars ARGH. last time also liddat, my friend tell me take from yew tee to boon lay 4 dollars odd and when i took it was 7

direction please

2006-12-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

last night i had such a terrible headache i went to sleep very early but certain things continued to bug me for the entire night. somehow, the headache seems like a physical manifestation of the confusion inside me.it gives a very weird yet disturbing feeling and i dont know how to put my finger to it. like what people say, you're actually what you think, so that means you set a direction for

ramble ramble

2006-12-18T18:23:00.000+08:00

lol i found this picture in my sec sch hw file! haha this was taken by janine (i think) in shanghai when i was crossing the bridge. wah super unglam (lucky cannot see face), it was quite freaky one yar, cos if you not steady will drop into the dirty river. LOL when we were at the end of this bridge shifu accidentally tripped then and mrs tieh who was standing on the other side threw her umbrella

it doesnt matter whether you try

2006-12-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

aha im putting this picture here so that the entire page wont look so wordy. it's so cute ahaah and it makes me happy.anyway, i've been going out quite a bit these days and im feeling very tired (lol tian im sounding like you now :p). i want to sleep now nowupdate tmr!

PMS PMS

2006-12-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

im going to stay away from people now cos im pms-ing. quite scary cos for a while, i thought the old me is coming back again. argh i dunno why, im just unhappy. even retail therapy didnt work, it worked for a while but it has no effects now. left early from class gathering cos dunno why all the dvds we were watching got boring after a while, even the korean show!! the front part was funny and all

dummdeedumm

2006-12-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

lol i just finished watching the remaining episodes of ye man nai nai on youtube HAHAHA V FUNNY LEH. there was one part they ban4 gui3, and it's a complete rip-off from the ring LOL it's so corny. anyway im going to have some spoilers here, qiao yi went to france and had an angmoh for her fiance. and he came back and taught everyone english (though isnt it supposed to be french) and that part is

prom

2006-12-06T15:30:00.000+08:00

photos! in the hotel roomer xmas tree! us with our fav history teachers! dominic. one of the few that i talk in band lol and now he's really chaota. bridget <3gaia! hope u're feeling better now!glen!us with steven lol. a01c!georgeeeeehappening table no. 4 HAHAin the balconynight scenery from the 59th floor. only one shot cos the rest were blur :( okay i was partially quite scared i will drop

shopping again!

2006-12-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

wheee today i went shopping with my mom. i was supposed to find stuff for her, but i ended up buying alot of stuff also :D before that we went motorola service centre to change my stupid battery, then something quite funny happened. LOLLOLOL fate yar :D :D HAHA. shant disclose anything.prom tomorrow! quite excited, i hope our suite will be nice LOL. gonna turn in early!

-

2006-12-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

these days i keep getting mistaken for another sharon whoever. like people call or sms me wrongly. it keeps happening! ahh stop it, it's not funny anymore :\ HAHA having brandon call u 'jie' is quite funny yar but for the rest it's just very paiseh. since when are there so many sharons around? zz. someone just sent me something which is meant for her close friend. i feel very paiseh when i have

lol

2006-12-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

wowww my ex piano teacher found me online at the crappy namesdatabase thingo. lol cos she happened to be ny alumni also. wow lol i havent seen her for the past 6 years or so. she's really nice and we were like friends even though she's supposedly my teacher. i remembered she allowed me to watch tv while doing theory :p, and there was once after lesson, she stayed back and we talked for the entire

bumming around

2006-12-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

i feel like a total useless bum now. i do practically nothing at home. these days i keep waking up late ( i dunno why), then i eat my breakfast + lunch and rewatch wo de ye man nai nai lol and yar. today i called up a few places to ask for jobs, yeah but i guess i gotta wait for pretty long. my mom keep asking me to get temp jobs. okay fine i will go contact the agency again on monday. anyway i

:D

2006-11-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

whee we went shopping today! haha i really spent alot today, now my wallet is quite empty :O what to do.. so long never buy anything already. anyway, im going to put myself through the pain for facial tomorrow :\ wah the thought of it scares me. it's really VERY VERY painful, the last time she extract until i cry (jill alsoo) and btw, we do have a rather high tolerance for pain. so can u imagine!

o_O

2006-11-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

lalala i just finished watching goong LOL. it took me about 2 days but now im sooo tired. i watch till really late into the night and i sleep for only 5 hrs then wake up and watch again. wah i can really watch until fei qin wang shi :not bad lah the show but not THAT nice, i like the first and last few episodes. when yul goon talk very heart-wrenching leh lol. then the middle part got abit sian,

jobs jobs

2006-11-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

i was looking around for tuition jobs and i saw so many parents requesting for a tutor to tutor their kids in KINDERGARTEN hello whats wrong with these parents. and there're alot of jobs to tutor kids in lower primary :okay i think i dont want an admin 9-5 job. lol i'm looking out for jobs in some music schools (if anyone know of any tell me okayy) . if like that i can then be flexible with my

hm.

2006-11-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

i think i've found something to get busy with lol. this morning i looked through all the pieces and i was quite overwhelmed ahh. it seems quite impossible to get those pieces polished by march :\ and they're really not easy. and i have to spend at least 50 to get proper scores. lol what have i just got myself into?anyway lala i cant stand people being rude. okay that was random i shall go watch

post As

2006-11-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

omg last night i had a really bad dream. i dreamt that i was supposed to have an econs paper today. argh a levels continue to haunt me. but it was quite funny, hahaha cos that paper was some open-ended section where they have questions like what we used to have for physics last time in sec sch okay wth. my mind contains real weird things. and another thing, in that dream my dad bought me a new

YEYYY

2006-11-22T19:08:00.000+08:00

LOL WHEEEEEEEEEEEE. end of a levels!!lit was okay i think, but i got very bored writing my ww essay even though i quite liked it. AH and history s, omg the ihist part had really weird questions. the person who set it must have been quite um, retarded. there was this question on 'why arent there any african 'tiger's in the 1980s (LOL with reference to asian tigers, not animals HAHA). wah like he's

one moree day~

2006-11-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

wheehee 1 more day and im REALLY done with a levels. now now i cant concentrate and im left with 2 or 3 more frost poems to go hee.today was just alot of reading and reading. i took so long to read hod, and took so long to plough through those weird stories in ww. i think it was a good choice to do frost at night, so calm and peaceful. HAHA okay what crap. so the whole day's spent on lit and i've

affirmation

2006-11-19T11:49:00.000+08:00

last night i fell asleep reading nationalism at 10 plus :/ so when mom came home and saw me sleeping on the table, she kept asking me to go to bed, and even switched off all the lights for me AHH AND I DID. so now i've only done 2 topics, oh wait im not really done with them persay. my plan was to study them again for the SECOND time today. ah lol.never mind! I AM I AM I AM going to perform a

exhausted

2006-11-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

the end seems to be worse than the start of the race. oh my, sharon you were such an embarrassment this morning.

for now

2006-11-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

okay this is my current most played song on my playlist HAHA. david tao <3 <3 i have to resort to a print screen because i cant type chinese or display chinese here so there.after an entire night of moping and whatnots and today's dinner with ger tian and jill, i feel a lot better, even to the extent of being hysterical OKAY fine. hello the rest, your jokes not very funny also. anyway i'm a

AHHHHHHHHHH

2006-11-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

OMG intl history was like some JOKE. TOTALLY screwed, dead lah. study so hard for nothing, now im really disillusioned HAA.came home and moped for the entire night ZZZ. i cant believe this is happening for the a levels. ITS THE A LEVELS ARGH. hello why are they trying to be funny?and today i was very unfortunate to be seated at the periphery of someone. really germaine you need to help me take

a leveeerrs

2006-11-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

the lit paper was alright today but during the paper itself i felt very dumb. i spent some time crafting the answer for the m4m essay and when i was halfway through, i look up and realised it's 8.45. like omgg so i chionged through. then i have no idea why i did the dom context (AHH) and i reverted back to my old ways later. all my efforts gone lar zzz :(my confidence level is running all time

uhh

2006-11-08T11:25:00.000+08:00

just now i freaked out and im very worried for tmr's maths paper after the 'disaster' yesterday :(((( i am freaking scared, germaine also. she just went to the temple to pray HAHAH (ling shi bao fuo jiao lor) and im here using the internet zz.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHokay now for something happy. im having subway for lunch (wth HAHA). i've been craving it for a long longggg time.

:O

2006-11-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

boo a levels arent really going on too well :( just last night i dreamt that i screwed up my gp, and it was really disturbing. today's maths was quite tough but at least i didnt give up, i tried. so if i dont do well that means im dumb :soh anyway, dont u just love ur ipod when it plays songs (on shuffle) according to ur mood. alala :\

meme

2006-11-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

1. how old do you wish you were? hmm 12-14. those days were fun..2. where were you when 9/11 happened? i think i was sleeping or stoning in my room, no one watches the news late at night at home i think :Z but it took a while for it to sink in after i heard it the next morning (as usual, i have really delayed reaction)3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money? if im alone, i look

a levels :S

2006-11-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

ahhhh it's tomorrow it's tomorrow!anyway here's something funny lolwantian wants to get rich:tian - says:if i earn lottery will be damn good!tian - says:hahahatian - says:maybe i go buy 3016!tian - says:my register nosharon* says:ehsharon* says:mine 3149?(then i went to check my entry proof)sharon* says:HAHAHAHAsharon* says:3016 IS THE CENTRE NO LAR.LOL. okay i shall go sleep now. only came

you gotta give for what you takee

2006-10-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

watch david tao here:http://youtube.com/watch?v=0sHvyaHZpqw&mode=related&search=http://youtube.com/watch?v=nZW-se5ZKPI&mode=related&search=i think they're taken from his live performances. it's really gooood! my favs so far.anyway UHH i kinda like the chan 8 9pm show omg lol even though fi--- x--'s acting really sucks and some guy's chinese is really :O for the past few days i've been secretly

all in exchange for nothing

2006-10-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

gaia! sometimes i have those scary imaginations too! yesterday when i was in the car, and everytime when my dad speeds up (which is vvv often btw) i felt quite scared and even imagined myself getting into an accident! omg so scaryanyway something struck me hard today. so im like UHHHHASDFLKAJD;FKLAJDF;KJFSASAF;ADKLFJSDKLFJASDKFJ !@#!@$if only someone understands :my windows live messenger is

dumdeedumm

2006-10-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

OH YAY. im not going chiangmai to see elephants anymore! haha those plans are cancelled because my dad cant get time off :\ anyway my mom said that my uncle asked her whether she wants to go to gold coast to attend my cousin's graduation. when i heard that i immediately jumped at that chance and asked if i can tag along HAHA. mom says okay and i hope i can really go. i dont care i want to go

mug mug mug

2006-10-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

bahh im gonna be really weird and ask this here.does anyone has paul schoenfield - cafe music - andante moderato? LOL probably no one AHHH :i heard this piece on 92.4 FM today HAHA because i forgot to bring my ipod to school :\ somehow, because i forgot to charge my phone so i brought my k700i to school instead. and i picked up the headset along the way, thinking that i can listen to radio if im

hazey mazey

2006-10-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

okay for the benefit of germaine who has no other means of online communication except for this and emails, im going to post this link here. hahah it's a david tao singing competition on yu le bai fen bai and i think xiao zhu is really funny. never mind if you think its nooot funny. i think i've watched it for around 5 times. just a couple of times more i'll get sick of it i think.http://

travel

2006-10-15T13:53:00.000+08:00

ahh i forgot to mention about my travel plans. anyway, the doctor says that its safe for my mom to take the plane so i guess my whole family will be going somewhere at the end of this year. but somehow, because it's bloooody dec school hols, the prices are very jacked up. so we decided to forgo hk, and go next year during off-peak periods. a pretty sensible thing to do. so my parents' next choice

okay random

2006-10-15T11:18:00.000+08:00

about facial scrubshttp://www.muziqpakistan.com/board/index.php?s=34bce88c3931b9ec3b97a036e7209149&showtopic=68467&pid=1522137after i read it i was like ewww. can u imagine those particles getting into ur pores :okay anyway my attention span is really short and yesterday i was studying i kept falling asleep. >:l

when it all turns around

2006-10-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

oh noo i think im schizophrenic. last night i had a really weird dream. in it, i vivdly saw this msn convo i had with this friend and it was just plain weird. my replies were so off also and momentarily, i thought that was real. even when i woke up i still thought it really happened. but after a while then i start forgetting them.even sometimes when i get deja vu. i go like.. 'this is so familiar

lol

2006-10-11T22:23:00.001+08:00

scenery from the window maths is tough but germaine's HANGING ON. HAHA okay nvm -__-

i think i am utterly lost.

2006-10-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

okay i've decided what to do after As. im going to take up jazz piano so that i can entertain myself at night and of course do my LR, then uh travelling, read trashy novels, take up kick-boxing, shopping, meeting up with people. okay sounds fun.spent the first half of the night feeling sorry for myself, shortly after which i moved on to reminisce on the past then i took out my kamien cds to

common faces, faceless

2006-10-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

on the bus while going home today, i felt slightly sickened over what i will never get to have and who i will never be.

those familiar tunes

2006-10-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

today i declared a break for myself, and i've been reading my archives for the entire night. and i have to say, i like myself better last year. this year i have been too foolish. despite knowing so, i refused to do anything about it and that turned around and bit me, as i slowly grow to be someone who is cynical and detached.i didnt really like what was said in the report. a few years back, i

>_<

2006-10-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

there was nothing interesting in school today, as usual. the only highlight was probably getting back the psychometric test assessment thingy but the personality part was abit :\ they made me sound like some overly paranoid person who always questions people's motives. well i know i dont trust people easily but im not THAT extreme. there were also other things they say about me being unassertive,

am i standing still, beneath the darkened skies

2006-10-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

mediocre mediocre grades.on a separate note, our detok plans totally fell through today lol.

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2006-10-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

for the past few days i've been eating alot of crap now my stomach feels abit queasy. i think it's indigestion :\ AHH now im the one who needs a detok!im terribly bored now and i cant sleep after watching a movie on youtube lol. it was nice and sweet and youtube totally killed me cos when i played the last part there was no sound. AH so i have to lip read and imagine what they were saying -__-

a long, long way to go.

2006-09-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

ahh just now i fell asleep while doing mcqs. and tian's call woke me up 10 mins later lol then we started talking on the phone until 12, cos she was tired. but now i eel quite energised and also, bored. even watching hady's freedom video is nooo fun now. everything's just getting bland and washed down.singapore dreaming is a really good film. way better than the other local films that tried to

o_O

2006-09-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

results are all coming back in drips and draps. so i dont know all the final grades for my subjects. the only grade that i got back today sucked. but it's okay, i get over them quite quickly. when i fall harder i'll bounce back up even higher. sigh. i gotta start living for myself.

2006-09-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

LOL HADY WON. quite unexpected because jonathan acted as if he was the singapore idol throughout yesterday and today's show so i thought everything was staged. but anyway this season is so darn boring. ZZand when taufik came back to sing 'i dream' the other contestants (top 12 la. what top 10) totally spoilt the song and jonathan sang so loudly. and taufik didnt even get to finish the song

youtube woo

2006-09-25T02:19:00.000+08:00

lol i just watched john tucker on youtube. haha typical chick flick but anyway it gets really irritating when the segment ends halfway even though it has already finished buffering. when that happens i gotta like refresh the page and let it buffer again :Z oh yeah, BBHHHUFFFER.im running on a budget deficit :l guess maybe i'll give movies a miss and watch youtube. haha im pathetic but anyway, my

some thoughts again

2006-09-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

woo prelims are over but i dont feel elated or what. just zonked out and tired :\ even when a few of us went to town today we just went to mos burger to sit down and talk over ice milk tea (yumm). seems like everyone has made plans for the next few days of holidays, i havent though. one thing i know for sure is that monday's for myself. tues and wed im not sure what im going to do :\ maybe im

:(

2006-09-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

WAHHH wth the paper start at 230. it wouldnt make a diff if it was on wed afternoon, or thurs or this morning. i cant concentrate to read some readings which i think wont help much to jump my grade also ahaha. oh goodness. i just hope i dont fall asleep later.AHHH IM SO BORED :( and the paper later ends at a AL;KFJDL;FKADJF 530!!!! blurgh im going to foam.

LOL

2006-09-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

sharon* says:lol tell u smtsharon* says:i havent started studying for hist ssharon* says:hopefully i can remb all the stuff i studied for p2 and p3tian - says:ohhtian - says:so its just those normal hist stufftian - says:HAHAtian - says:I JUST MISTOOKsharon* says:eh the prev line sounded like pri 2 n pri 3sharon* says:HAHAtian - says:your p2 and p3tian - says:for pri 2 and 3tian - says:and i was

lalala

2006-09-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

this morning i helped my mom run some errands. like going to the market to buy stuff, not muffins you know but like pork vegg yadayada all those stuff. omg lol i looked very crazy carrying so many plastic bags and as i was walking home, i told myself im never going to let myself get stuck doing this kinda things 10 years down the road.maybe i gotta do these things till my mom's eyesight gets

feeling good

2006-09-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

im just ALMOST done with prelims, left with one more paper on fri afternoon. how anti-climax haha but anything it feels like it's over anyway. just gonna read through some notes and hope that i will know how to do the qns then.whee today we went for lunch at town then tian and i retreated to vodaskin and later ps for some shopping. AHA bargains make us happy. even when we were at carrefour we saw